Nightmares with eyes wide open

This is an old book from Stephen King and as usual it is one of the best book that I have ever read. Yep, I really love reading. And this is better than watching those movies that came from book. It’s like recreating a new world or maybe a new movie but this time you became the director of the movie. And you have the capability of not cutting any part of the book that you think is important. That’s my dilemma over movie that came from  book. They usually cut my favorite part. 😦

That’s terrible for me, it’s like telling me that those important parts are not.

Anyway, I got this book from a friend. I really do want to read Stephen King’s books but it’s the chance and the money–quite expensive, that’s giving me those sort of hesitations. I love reading and this writer is one of the best storyteller I have encountered my whole life.

His stories for me are the best, as what the title of this post tells you– it’s like having nightmares with eyes wide open–deep into his thought and drowning over the scenes and the fast pacing, brain-racking situations that I wished that I never decided to read this at 12 midnight. It’s fun and this one, with it’s 20 short stories is like the best of them all. Will buy some more when I get the chance. 😀

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Fighting Paranoia while walking a dark alley

I know it’s my fault for acting so cool and going out at this time of the night. I’m not the most courageous person you will ever meet in your life. I think I’m one of those who doesn’t even have the courage to face some of my fears. And tonight, I decided to walk alone. To take fast ride to the mall and then decided after 15 minutes to go back home.

It’s a waste of time. I think so. But, I did it. So move on. The problem is not the waste of time– it’s the paranoia that I get when I walk alone the dark alley that separates our apartment and the tricycle terminal. I usually pray that there would be a lot of people that would walk that alley with me. I think I’m the most unlucky person tonight. Rawr! I get to walk that path alone. It’s not that dark– there were lights, some lights from the moon. Creepy. Just kidding, I think those lights came from the nearest house to that path.

Well, that really did scare me tonight. I had this over reacting mind that exaggerates every shadow as someone who would creep from behind me and grab me and I would be too weak to defend myself. Sometimes, it’s not really healthy to be this paranoid. But, I came out alive. I arrived safely. I’m just your regular paranoid person. ~_~

So I’m really alone

In line with my last post– well, I’m really alone. And it’s a very hot Saturday afternoon. Everyone has their own things to do and I’m here–stuck at home and I still don’t have the courage to face my shukudai, sakubon and take home exam. And add a 400-character Japanese speech to that and I know this weekend will be crazier and busier than I thought. Instead of making a very good decision in making this afternoon a very productive one, here I am typing some things and thinking and typing and still don’t know which is which. 😛

Well, I got bored. So I took the liberty to have some photos with Eeyore and Jack– Jill’s stuffed toys. They are my home buddies this hot Saturday afternoon. O_o

Being Alone

Sometimes it is the silence of the day or the night that makes everything seems so clear. It’s not just sadness that makes you realize that every  person needs some time to be alone. I’m sitting here, all alone and even though the music is playing like they should be and the voices of the neighbor can be heard– it still can’t stop me from thinking that I’m all alone now. I’m not sad and not happy at the same time. I’m at peace being alone. Sometimes, I lost words for conversation and sometimes I just love to think about anything and clear up my mind later. I love this silence and sometimes I like being alone.

Though at this part of my life, I really want to be with that special someone. I want to hold him, to see him and be with him. I know we’ll get there. Sooner. I hope, I really pray that that day would come sooner. I want to know more about him. 🙂

Trying to learn Japanese

Since ACTION started, my Japanese lessons started also– it’s part of the training I am undergoing right now. And it’s amazing, how fast everything is going and it seems I’m not really good enough to catch up with everything so fast. The new words, the new sentence patterns and all the things that you can associate when you are learning a new language. I think I have this not so good learning process that I really consumes a lot of time before I’d be able to understand everything in it. Though, it is a different story when I learn new Programming language. They are really different, but programming language is easier compared to learning new language.

I guess my love for the Japanese language is still there. I’m really amazed by this language from the very beginning. I’m a bit jealous when my friends took a subject way back in college that is about the Japanese language. As a result, they were teaching me the basics and a few words and sentences with it. I guess, it was helpful today. Though I know I still have a lot to learn.

And the up coming mock exam is getting on my nerve. Geez. I’m supposed to be studying right now, but here I am on the net, surfing and a little bit irresponsible. But, nope. It’s not yet too late.

がんばって!!!

Jane’s Post Birthday Celebration

Happy birthday Jane!!!

thank you for being always there! 🙂

God bless always girl!

I’m so happy that God made sure that the four of us would be a trainee of AWS.

Thank you.. thank you girl..

Here are some pictures of our post birthday celebration. 😀

 

Things I don’t deserve?

I just realize that sometimes I really need to cry just to get what I want. I wonder why people love to see me crying. It hurts more than anything else, when you feel that sometimes, you don’t deserve the things you want the most.

I tried to make everything work, to balance everything. But sometimes I fail. Or, should I say I always fail? I wanted to do a lot of things.

I hate crying, but I am the most cry baby among us. I usually cry on small things. I get to cry everyday because of small things. 😦

Lyrics High School Never End By

HEY!
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!

4 Years you think for sure
That’s all you’ve got to endure
All the (total dicks)
All the Stuck-up Chicks
So superficial, so immature

Then When you graduate,
Ya take a look around and you say “Hey Wait!”
This is the same as where I just came from,
I thought it was over, Aw that’s just great.

Ch:
The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and (who’s having sex)
Who‘s got the money. Who (gets the honeys)
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
HEY!

Check out the popular kids
You’ll never guess what Jessica did!
And how did Mary Kate (lose all that weight?)
And (Katie had a baby so I guess Tom’s straight!)

And the only thing that matters,
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn’t matter if you’re 16 or 35

Reese Witherspoon, she’s the Prom Queen
Bill Gates, Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback

Seen it all before
I want my money back!

Ch:
The Whole (damn) World is just as obsessed
With who’s the best dressed and (who’s having sex)
Who’s (in the club and who’s on the drugs)
(And who’s throwin up before they digest)

And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
(And you still listen to the same shit you did back then)

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

Solo

Ch:
The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and (who’s having sex)
Who‘s got the money. Who (gets the honeys)
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And I still don’t have the right look
And I still have the same 3 friends
And I’m pretty much – the same as – I was back then(hold en)

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
Here We Go Again

Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh

Boring…

I am not feeling well.

The constitutional assembly

What is the problem of the Constitutional assembly that the Congressmen where pushing through?

First, they want to amend the 1987 Constitution by a joint-assembly with the 24 senators and a triple or more Congressmen.What would happen to the votes of the Senators? If they don’t even make the half of the Congressmen? This means that those anti-Gloria Senators would have no say to the Charter Change that the Congress were pushing through for a long time.

Second, the election is getting closer. The first time that CHA-cha was pushed, we all feared that the 2010 election would vanish. But then, it all appears that there would still be an election but, people would only vote for the Parliament’s assembly. Is this another term for her?

I guess, the rallies that will happen this Wednesday is worth it. I hope those persons who passed the House Representative1109 would heard the pleas of those persons on the street.

I guess a charter change would be acceptabe after the 2010 election. So as everyone is given the chance to pracrice the freedom that was given to us.

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